down another 3!!!
35.8 lost!
Which leaves me with 14.2 to go by Christmas. 8 weeks to do it in. That is less than 2 pounds a week. It is definitely more than do-able. I have no doubts....I will do it. I am going to do it. The sad thing is, I saw my little sister last night, and she didn't even notice. I mean, come on.....really?
Oh well. It doesn't matter. I just have to keep telling myself that. IT DOESN"T MATTER!
LOL.
It does though....because I do want people to notice the hard work I am doing. Why don't they?
It's because I am so heavy. But my face has thinned out....my clothes are fitting looser, they are baggy. I really need to buy smaller sizes. Hopefully by the time people are home for Christmas I will fit into a couple sizes smaller and it will be a little more noticeable...but it really shouldn't matter. These people are too wrapped up in themselves anyway. I feel good about me. Thats what should really matter. Not what others see...what I see. And I see good!
This week I am going to challenge myself to get up early just 1 day and go to the gym. I really want to get back to it, but I know that I will overwhelm myself if I do too much too fast.....so I will start with 1 day and build. I want to get back to my LOVE for the gym. I had it for a minute and then lost it. I let life get in the way. Not anymore :)
35.8 lost!
Which leaves me with 14.2 to go by Christmas. 8 weeks to do it in. That is less than 2 pounds a week. It is definitely more than do-able. I have no doubts....I will do it. I am going to do it. The sad thing is, I saw my little sister last night, and she didn't even notice. I mean, come on.....really?
Oh well. It doesn't matter. I just have to keep telling myself that. IT DOESN"T MATTER!
LOL.
It does though....because I do want people to notice the hard work I am doing. Why don't they?
It's because I am so heavy. But my face has thinned out....my clothes are fitting looser, they are baggy. I really need to buy smaller sizes. Hopefully by the time people are home for Christmas I will fit into a couple sizes smaller and it will be a little more noticeable...but it really shouldn't matter. These people are too wrapped up in themselves anyway. I feel good about me. Thats what should really matter. Not what others see...what I see. And I see good!
This week I am going to challenge myself to get up early just 1 day and go to the gym. I really want to get back to it, but I know that I will overwhelm myself if I do too much too fast.....so I will start with 1 day and build. I want to get back to my LOVE for the gym. I had it for a minute and then lost it. I let life get in the way. Not anymore :)
2 comments:
Wow. You have lost a ton. Way to go. I am happy for you : ) Filled with happiness.
Thank you so much :) You are very kind!
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