realizations.

I am really looking forward to the holidays this year!!!!!!

For the first time in about 5 years....the first time in my MARRIED life....I am finally able to do what I want....

which means....I will actually be "present" at all the holidays.
I will not be getting drunk before everyone arrives just to make it through (not that I had a problem or anything!)

I feel so happy!
I feel so relieved!

I am so happy that I finally made the choice to go to therapy.
It has done wonders and I am only 4 sessions in.

I really take on all of my family problems and worries...but not anymore!

I am free!!!!